I know fairytales end i know to be open minded i know not to look too much i know self control i know that good things come to an end and memories live on forever i know all these things i should do, but i stand so helpless, not moving, not even trying there's an ache so unexplainable, and because it is so unexplainable i dont know how to go about making it better but i know exactly why i ache i know exactly why
Glorious Jesus in me 27.6.11
viernes, junio 24, 2011 爱你自己先
Glorious Jesus in me 24.6.11
domingo, junio 12, 2011
its been a month since i wrote in this blog
many things have happened since (:
i went to india, almost got killed, lost some weight
but had the bestest learning experience,
and bestest company
it was my first time backpacking and in all honesty
i am not for roaming, nor hard life
then there was sgh
quite relaxing but the teaching has been awesome
(:
and many many meetups
with the med and no med people
bbqs, house dinners, brunches
many meals to help me put weight back on
i dont really want the weight back
but the food's too good, and i've been too deprived
school's starting in 2 weeks
im starting with ong
one more week of ong and neonates
hopefully we'll finish both the project,
go for some standbys and learn more next week
more meetups with the aussie poeple who are back
Bringing the bro out for movie and lunch, and papa for father's day lunch(: going to india, was a strong strong remindder of how much i loved them
and i need to show it more
(:
i<3this holiday many many
but i also can't wait for the cg road trip
the next year starting with OnG,
the many smaller trips, the CHP filled with weekly roadtrips
and and and the electives!
i hope i get back my dream elective plans (:
Glorious Jesus in me 12.6.11
sábado, mayo 07, 2011
its days like these when my exam is tmr and its the paper that i want to do well most in and im given a certain peace that transcends even my own understanding that God didn't make me do all the work in a day (:
and that all the work i've done was done when i stayed back to clerk, when i skipped to clerk when i was turned away by the patient and stayed to read their files it was done in the spaces of time in between ortho and surg, it was in helping others, it was in those days when i was sabo-ed to present one time, two time, many times (:
i <3 medicine (: in a way so special that it humbles even me (;
Glorious Jesus in me 7.5.11
jueves, abril 14, 2011
exams are coming
i am a hermit crab
(:
but thinking back
im really thankful
for the patients
who have been so
so so
so so
so so
brilliant
for my sake
and im going to be strong for them
Glorious Jesus in me 14.4.11
miércoles, abril 13, 2011
i hope the rain never falls down on you, but if it does, crys i hope you have the biggest umbrella, and i hope people are kind enough to share theirs and if you don't have one, i hope it only makes you love the sun more, and if you can, i hope you would splash in the puddles and dance in the rain, because this is the crystal i know.
i cried reading this (:
sometimes i feel really tired from suppressing emotions
but bobo,this takes away all my fatigue
and im like a small girl dancing in the rain, with no shoes again
Glorious Jesus in me 13.4.11
martes, abril 12, 2011
surely you must know
that when i look at you, my heart is burdened by the barriers i face,
and surely you must notice the smile in my eyes when I am in your proximity
how i turn into someone different,someone happier, someone better.
(:
and this is enough for me
Glorious Jesus in me 12.4.11
God made her
my name is CRYSTAL
i love God and my AWESOME FAMILY!!!
once a blangah Knight
a crescentian
a rafflesian
now a medicine student learning how to be a doctor
the loves of her life
i love
cold rainy mornings;
poetry on love and life
dancing all night
jamming
reading a gooooood book
Yearns to be the best doctor she can be,a better daughter, sister and friend
but mostly, a better child of God
yearns to dance, to play, to sing and to live life with no pretense or inhibitions
to laugh everyday until I cry, to always have tears for the sufferings of others
, to be a good sister, daughter and friend,to please God with her actions and words
to be an instrument of peace and TO BE ULTIMATELY HAPPY IN LIFE